Au Revoir

7 February, 2010

Ah, I’m not very good at serious goodbyes but at the top of this weekend’s ToDo list was “Say goodbye to MrD”.

I’m not sure what either of us was expecting; something highly emotional? I’m not sure I’m particularly good at being overly emotional… I don’t often wear my heart on my sleeve. I’m good at writing about my emotions, and I’m good at thinking about how I’m feeling. But I cry when I’m drunk; rarely when sober. Crying in front of people, and crying unintentionally are a more rare occurrence.

He’ll be back in 2months anyway. So I’m not sure how emotional I was ever going to get about it. This weekend was more about giving him a nice weekend than saying farewells.

And, in all honesty, I think the break will be nice. As I said quite clearly at Christmas, I have no time for a boyfriend or a relationship and it’s just not what I want right now. So, although I’d rather the break was due to him going away to a nice, safe, holiday resort, I think the time apart will be welcomed.

Protected: My Hobby Returns

5 February, 2010

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Passworded

3 February, 2010

There have been a few more password protected posts appearing recently. There are a number of reasons:

1. Now I’m working in schools a lot of the time there are child protection issues and for the firs time in my life I’m expected to be A Professional. I’ve had to over-sensor everything that I write if it has anything to do with work and so that means locking it away just incase I get stumbled upon, again.

2. The address to this blog is becoming more known… MrD has the address (hello!) after he saw it on my computer screen, as does The Guy after I gave it to him as a birthday present. This isn’t necessarily a problem, but when everything I write on here is from the heart and brutally honest, I have to make sure I keep a few things hidden. I don’t want any arguments or upsets over misconstrues or honesties.

If you’d like the password but you don’t already have it, you can always ask (I will usually give).

Just email me at: hodge underscore biscuits at hotmail dot com

Or send me a private message on Twitter, I’m rosiewishes.